Lonliness

ALONE
When you didn't come back
My hear crumbled
All my fears where a reality
Th Love I have for you

Waiting for You
You came to my life unpredicted
Everything happen next is unexpected
We just ride on the flow
Without knowing, we acted out in the show

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I miss you and you don't care!!
I love you, and I always did,
We were friends but YOU never did
You knew that I loved you so much,
But you didn't care
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I Miss You Like Hell
I can't heal the hurt I've been feeling since you left
I need you more than I can explain.
Though only two hours are between us,
My age forbids us to see eachother
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Lonely Longing
The night was stormy, brunches hitting the windows,
But I dreamed of you and felt safe in your embrace.
The sweetness of your touch, your voice so low,
Kept the cold away and the warmth on my face.


I mIss U so much Baby
I miss u really so bad,
I'm never glad when ur not around.
Seeing u makes me so glad,
So glad that it drives me mad


Where are you
Remember the days when we laughed together,
Remember the days when when we shared sorrow and joy altogether;
Remember when we used to play,
Remember when after meeting you I became gay;
Remember your wonderful smile when you first looked at me,
Remember when from my banter you used to flee;
Remember your funny ways, how it made me laugh,
Remember our fights when they used to get rough;
Remember how you used to stretch your hand in strife,
Wonder where you have been lost in the meanderings of life!


Lonliness
Lonliness is a deafing silence
A death to your heart
The love ,the touch,the look That kiss

I Love(d) You

♥

♥

♥



I Love(d) You





it's an stupid purpose
for thinking of you all the time
keep on saying
why did this dream had to end
after i start trust my heart
i know you ingored the feelings
that made us be together that time
but i still remeber all the moments we spend
all the talk you said
and all the feelings you shown

with all the tears i felt
not a day and not a night
it was hard days and painful nights
you turned my pink dreams
to a black nightmares
so i couldn't know whats good and whats bad
of letting my heart swim in this pain
i didnt do anything wrong
but u made me feel guilty all the time
you made me love you
and you made me hate you
in the same while
Like it wasn't a tool to blame my soul
for accepting you in my world

how can i trust my heart again with this
damn pain
stupid things happend to me
like an earthquakes
Changing my life
making my soft dreams disappear
making my world just a mess
Destroying my soul
Spoiling all the hopes that i build
for saving you forever
as the only One

waking up everyday feels the tears on my cheeks
thinking what i did to deseve all this pain
but now i realized that you're the only one
who should think of a bleeding heart
you killed with your cold knife
a girl you made her loves you
then you let her go
saying that it's her fault for all whats happining
it was a fantasy that i tried to put you once in my life
a mistake i'll never redo it again


it was a disaster that i made your name next mine
i must delete you're shadow forever this life
cause you were for me just a ghost
and now i don't believe in them anymore
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fake Smile

It's easy to let it go
pretending ...

that i'm still okey
not confusing
not upset

i feel like i'm so well
don't worry i feel happiness
now you can walk away
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then staying all night
feels like i'm falling apart
tears are falling down
fire in my heart

yes i said i'm okey
in the fact i was pretending
all that time
my smile hiden a pain
a pain that made me kinda insane

i tried to forget
i tried to pass everything by
but i couldn't success
it's harder then i thought once

harder to forget
harder to press delete
harder to ignore
harder to send it away..

it's not easy for me
heart to carry
something like you did once
i tried to protect you
and now i fail

sorry girl
i'll never forget you
even if you did !

i Can't Feel It anymore

this Cold eyes
makes me wanna scream
wanna run away
without even say goodbye
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i feel sometimes like you don't deserve me
but when i look in your eyes
i can feel your heartbeats
a love that i could hold
for so long
/
Now i can realize
that you can't say it
even if you're cring a thousend times
like the way i feel is not the same
like you're the only one
/
i've never thought that much
you're so selfish
but now i can get it on my mind
/
i'll never make this
push me down
But i'll make it
a reason to servive
/
and again
i'm alright

Now it's Gone

And finally it's Gone
it's the end
finally i'm breathing normally
living my dream comes alive
my dream that i dreamt everyday
saying i wish it comes true
and finally it did
and comes now true

but....
why i'm felling like i don't want this
i don't want it to end
now...why i'm crying
my tears are so hot on my checks

this feeling
tells me why did i do that
why did i wish you go
why

now you're gone
and letting me
crying
feeling gelty
feeling stupidly
dieing slowly
wishing everyday

that you were here...

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Forget

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why i believed my innocence to feel
great what ever happend
now i'm making my tears and feel
so much pain..

where are you my friend
it was the last time we
met and set..

talking ..laughing...and dreaming
since so long time
i've so much things to tell

so much feeling to share
you stood there in front of me
just ..close enough to loose you

please my heart
i just want no more pain
no more night set
no more stupid get
no more tears
no more gilty felt

please draw my way so i can forget
leave me thinking to breathe again
and no more "it was.."
will play in my mind..

i'll walk away and make time
doing his job
try to make me finally
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Forget

This girl

This girl

that strong one
all the time keep smiling
laughing..
don't care about the others
she feels so cofident
she keeps moving on
she write her life as she want


cries...like a baby
like she didn't cried before
like she never gonna cry again

losing her heart
leaving a personalité
that all this time
she was carring on

she gave up
finally...
on a moment should
never giving up in


she lost
again
in moment
she stand up in it
vs the Destiny

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