fake Smile

It's easy to let it go
pretending ...

that i'm still okey
not confusing
not upset

i feel like i'm so well
don't worry i feel happiness
now you can walk away
.
.
.

then staying all night
feels like i'm falling apart
tears are falling down
fire in my heart

yes i said i'm okey
in the fact i was pretending
all that time
my smile hiden a pain
a pain that made me kinda insane

i tried to forget
i tried to pass everything by
but i couldn't success
it's harder then i thought once

harder to forget
harder to press delete
harder to ignore
harder to send it away..

it's not easy for me
heart to carry
something like you did once
i tried to protect you
and now i fail

sorry girl
i'll never forget you
even if you did !